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July 30 LIKE A COMMON CRIMINAL!!!spent last night in a fu*kin cell, falsley accussed of a crime i didn't commit, on my own FU*KIN doorstep. now i know how the
A-TEAM felt!!!. just wish i could go into the garage & build some sort of cabbage shootin tank out of a broke down transit van & some lawnmower parts. then id go shoot a cabbage in the mouth & up the ass of the vindictive,malicious little cockroach who put me there.
funnily enough the police were very good & treated me well, i think they realised my accuser was slightly un-hinged......
so theyed smelt a rat.........
i havnt bin in a cell for a bloody long time. since then ive had my 2 boys & have become a different person thanx to them so it hurt all the more to be there for trying to protect them......
sorry i cant give out anythin more concrete than this little outpourin but i just feel that i dont want to have to justify or exlain myself...........i dont need to protest my innocence so i aint gonna!!!!!!!!!!! July 19 GIFTED OR CURSED
Ive got this condition & i seem to know, allbeit by default more than any docter i have spoken to about it.
I call this condition an "indifference to pain" coinsidently, so do all the docters i have spoken to............
What this acctually means in plain english is "a bloody high pain thresh hold".
Now dont get me wrong, i aint numb, i can touch & feel anythin you or any other meer mortal can.
Its jus that i have the ability to lock the pain away. Its a difficult thing to discribe, its as much psychological as it is physical. It's as if i can hold or cover the pain mentally & hold it at arms lenth & dissmiss it.
Now this is a very handy ability to have when growing up & i inevitably gained a reputation & a hell of alot of scars..........
Less said about that the better.....................................
I suppose this sounds like a gift from the gods at the moment, but i am now beginin to feel a few crack's in the shell, mainly due to the massive wear & tear i have inflicted my bones. Arthritis is more than likley an inevitability...........
I fear i may have to learn what pain is, the hard way...........................
Anyway, jus thought id leave this blog to see if there's anyone else in cyberspace who can relate to this.........................
June 14 JUS STARTEDspent most of las night lookin @ your myspace sites so i decided to create my own, 4 anyone out there who may need to know me...................... Thanks for visiting!
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